Adrenaline Rush
Excitement
Anger
Drama
Why would you buy an early bird when last minute is the most interesting time?
This blog is about the story of a 20 something girl. By this 23rd of November I’ll be 29! 2008-2009 sepertinya akan jadi tahun terakhir dari the story of a 20 something girl dong (just because within 2010 I’ll be 30). So, within my next birthday I will definitely change the catchphrase to:
The Story of a 30 something girl (what else??)
PS: Ada usul catchphrase baru?
November has always been a festive month for me. But this November is different from all the previous November. It has taken a new color, a mixed one.
I couldn’t figure out what color it has turn out to, but I undergo a lot of things. First there was my little brother wedding, which takes me by storm in the first place. I came to the understanding and make peace with my heart eventually. But yes, the wedding has then made me more emotional then ever before. Silly little question popping in my head like a soda bubble. Will I ever settle down? Will I ever find the one? My mind keeps telling me to have faith and hope. But my other mind kept on being skeptic and all pessimistic. I still hope that this emotional hurricane could just leave me be.
The second emotional turmoil is my father health condition. I have never been closed with my father; I’m more of my mother child than my father. That has given me a big stab in my heart, why am I not close to him? I have 28 years in my life and I never ever share my story with him, just talking and having a big laugh. Never…
The third is my work. I felt helpless. November and December is a big and crucial month, and I’m planning to run in that two month. But then again I felt like a cripple who can’t run, or if I could I’m not running fast enough, I’m afraid I couldn’t reach the finish line in time
To all three problems, I secretly wish for more time, heart and strength
When Mr Ups meet Mrs Downs, they felt they have known each other
For a very long time
That’s why everything in live has it ups and down moment now
The sun is up in daytime and down in night time
Our currency and stock has its up and down moments
Our internet connection also has it up and down moments
Our heart beats in an up and down rythm
Mr Ups and Mrs Downs is the yin yang in life
tik tak tik tok
sewaktu kecil aku selalu ingat bunyi jam itu bukan begitu
waktu kakekku masih ada
jam besar berbentuk bulat berbadan tinggi langsing itu
punya nyanyian yang sama sekali berbeda
tik tok tik tok
bunyi i dan o nya berjalan beriringan
bergandengan tangan dengan irama yang sepadan
bagai pasangan baru yang dimabuk asmara
kemana mana selalu berdua
tapi itu dulu, sekitar 20 tahun lalu, karena kini
suara si jam bulat itu
tik tak tik tok
